New basketball season

"Should I keep trying? A change may be better..." Those were the words that had been bouncing in my mind for the last two weeks.
September had already started and so had done the new Basketball season. But I wasn't playing in any team.
On June, the coach who was going to manage the team in which I was playing was announced, and I decided that I didn't want to continue playing if he was the coach.
Since that moment, I started thinking about other posibilities.
The first two weeks of September were based on negociations. My teammates and I decided to move to another club, but we had to agree with it.
They were the most stressing days of my life. I didn't know what to do, what to say nor what to think. There were a lot of options, but choosing some of them meant to become appart. 
I was afraid of disappointing my family or friends and most importantly, myself. 
The afternoon when I made my decision, I was overwhelmed with emotions, so I couldn't think properly. I decided to have a walk alone so I could organise my ideas. 
Finally, I realised that the best option was to keep playing and doing it with my friends.
I started training at "El Candado" some days after. When a week had passed I noticed that I had made the perfect decision.
Now, I'm playing with my girls, the ones who I've been playing with for ages, my coach is a good one and he transmits me the confidence that I need, and I have regain the excitement that I had lost.
It's going to be an awesome season!